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1. 01/02 - Audible Originals: The Home Front: Life in America During World War II- This was excellent, narrated by Martin Sheen and including little recordings of historic speeches and declarations as well as snippets of interviews from people who had lived through it. I really, really enjoyed it.


2. 01/17 - Kay, Guy Gavriel: The Last Light of the Sun- Guy Gavriel Kay writes fantasies that are historical earth analogues. I generally find them really interesting,
and there was a lot about this one that was really good (British Isles / Viking raides analog). But it felt a little erratic at times, uneven. Still, there were some generally powerful moments and one scene in particular that I totally anticipated and it still dealt me quite an emotional blow. Pretty good all around.



3. 01/25 - Hill, Joe: Horns - Thoughts


4. 01/26 - Child, Lee: The Midnight Line - Thoughts


5. Mo/dy - Last, First: Title - Thoughts


* Denotes something I'd already read at least once before.
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1. 01/06 - Maberry, Jonathan Ghost Road Blues - A friend of mine recommended this a few years ago, so I just read it. It's a horror novel, ambitious and bloody but overall I didn't think it was very well written. It felt like a very amateur effort, more like something that was self-published on Amazon. This was the first book of a trilogy. I'm curious to see how it all gets resolved but I'm not sure I'm curious enough to attempt to read the second one.

2. 01/07 - Child, Lee: Nothing to Lose - Another book in the Jack Reacher series. I enjoyed this much as I've enjoyed all the rest, though this had a couple of elements that particularly caught my attention. For one, it was set in Colorado and I could easily see in my mind's eye the kind of territory he was describing (though in one scene Reacher bought a bottle of Poland Spring water, which I'm pretty sure isn't available out there); he also got a little more political than usual, though it's a politics I happen to agree with and was therefore amused by. I was all to happy to cheer Reacher on in his typical ass-kicking.

3. 01/20 - Jemisin, N.K.: The Obelisk Gate - This is the second book to the Broken Earth trilogy, which I enjoyed every bit as much as the first one. It's creative, daring, and incredibly well crafted. This woman is amazingly skilled.

4. 01/25 - Wouk, Herman: Marjorie Morningstar - I really like Herman Wouk. His writing is a pleasure to read, with an easy voice that is reminiscent to Stephen King for me. I just enjoy letting his words paint the scene, bringing characters to life. Having said that...I really didn't like this book. It's a nice peek at the world of the 1930's and the main character, Marjorie, was vividly drawn and fascinating but the primary male antagonist was so fucking infuriating I couldn't stand it. I'm relatively satisfied with the resolution of that conflict but ultimately the story was really dissatisfying for me.

5. 01/25 - Child, Lee: Gone Tomorrow - Another satisfying Jack Reacher book. This one was largely set in New York City, which was fun. I could all too easily imagine everywhere he went. He even rode the R train a few times.

6. 02/05 - Corey, James S.A.: Caliban's War - This is the second book of the Expanse series and it was every bit as satisfying as the first one. New characters were introduce along with the first that were quite entertaining. Good rollicking science fiction, like Star Wars with real sci fi instead of fantasy elements.

7. 02/06 - Child, Lee: 61 Hours - Yet another Reacher novel. Good read, but a little bit of a change from previous books. I'm not sure how I feel about it yet. Entertaining as ever.

8. 02/08 - North, Claire: The Sudden Appearance of Hope - Really interesting novel about a woman no one can remember, and the rise of social control via computer app. It was a little too emotional at times for my taste (written in the first person, narrator kind of losing it from time to time) but I'm really impressed by the imagination and writing skill of the author. Definitely going to keep reading her work.

9. 02/16 - Jemisin, N.K.: The Hundred Thousand Kingdoms - This is Jemisin's first book, which I got because I enjoyed her Fifth Season so much. It's definitely not as complex a work but still rather enjoyable and impressive for a first novel. I'm looking forward to reading the second book in the series.

10. 02/21 - Maran, Meredith: Why We Write - 20 successful writers telling why they write, what was their best moment and a handful of other thoughts. I've only read two of these writers so far but it was still interesting. I particularly enjoyed the writers who really loved their jobs / lives. James Frey was one of the interviewed writers and he still comes across as a bit of a bastard.


11. 02/28 - Kostova, Elizabeth: The Historian - I started this book not really knowing what it was about. I was just curious about it due to the title. I love history so historians naturally interest me. So when it turned out to be a novel about Dracula I was surprised. I enjoyed the history aspects of it a lot more than any of the stuff involving vampires. It was certainly slow at times, particularly when it was addressing events in the more present day and I didn't care much for most of the characters but the history was fun. Ultimately, though, the ending was rather disappointing for me. I'd say that it was an average read overall.

12. 03/02 - Child, Lee: Worth Dying For - Obviously I'm a fan of the Jack Reacher novels but this was still the best one I'd read in quite a while. I was captivated all the way through it. So much so that I didn't hesitate to start on the next one. Good stuff.

13. 03/07 - Child, Lee: The Affair - Thoughts

14. 03/09 - Philbrick, Nathaniel: Mayflower: A Story of Courage, Community and War - This is the second book I've read of Philbrick's and it tells the story of the Pilgrims that sailed to America on the Mayflower. It begins with the reasons behind their journey, their experience putting the expedition together and funding it, all the way up to King Phillip's War almost 50 years later. I knew and had forgotten a lot of this story but there were several things I hadn't known that I found interesting, such as just how many natives were eventually sold as slaves and sent far from their homes overseas. It was also fun to read about the earliest years of Massachusetts. Lots of towns that I have visited for the first time over the last several years played key roles in this history.

15. 03/09 - Child, Lee: A Wanted Man - Thoughts

16. 03/19 - Child, Lee: Never Go Back - Thoughts

17. 03/20 - Corey, James S.A.: Abaddon's Gate - Book 3 of the Expanse series. Really good, gripping stuff. It took me a while to get through it but I read through a good half of the book in one day so it definitely caught my attention but good in the end.

18. 03/21 - Clines, Peter: 14 - Fun book about a mysterious apartment building. Entertaining cast of characters, lots of decent 80's and 90's references, I was pretty well entertained throughout.

19. 03/27 - Altman, Mark A. & Gross, Edward: The Fifty-Year Mission - The Next 25 Years, From The Next Generation to J.J. Abrams - Still fascinating and somewhat depressing, all the turmoil and drama of continuing the Star Trek stories.

20. 03/28 - Clines, Peter: The Fold - Another fun inter-dimensional romp. The ending wasn't very strong but I enjoyed the rest of it.

21. 03/29 - Cronin, Justin: The City of Mirrors - This is the last novel of the trilogy started with The Passage. It was definitely better than the second one but it had it's weak moments. Decent ending, when it finally bothered to get there. I am definitely not inclined toward literary fiction. This was good overall but there were moments when I just wanted the slap the author for wasting his and my time with literary pretensions.

22. 04/05 - Crouch, Blake: Dark Matter - Continuing my theme of stories about paralell universes. It was pretty good, though I had issues with certain elements of the story that I just didn't buy. Entertaining with a lot of good ideas to play with.

23. 04/09 - Child, Lee: Personal - A decent Reacher novel, but not as good as the last few. I'm going to be done with this series soon and I'm already dreading reaching the point where there are no more Reacher books to read!

24. 04/14 - Robinson, Kim Stanley: Forty Signs of Rain - I've been wanting to read a Kim Stanley Robinson book for ages and for one reason or another never managed to do so. This is the first I actually managed to finish. It was really a lot of more about scientists and their lives and how science should be handled in the U.S. as opposed to how it is. I found it really interesting and though the science itself went way over my head, I still got the gist of what he was talking about. Fun book and the first of a trilogy. I'm looking forward to the next one.

25. 04/22 - King, Stephen: End of Watch - Last of the Mr. Mercedes trilogy. Good, as I expected it to be. I actually saved this one for a time when I needed something sweet and easy to read because I knew exactly what to expect. King is comforting that way. And excellent.

26. 04/27 - Koontz, Dean: Strangers* - I read this the first time when I was a teenager and I remember quite liking it. So when I was looking for something light to read I thought I'd get this. Only to discover that it's really pretty horribly written. It tells you everything, rather than showing you, the characters are pretty annoying and the romantic aspects are so superficial that I felt like I was watching a teen romance movie. The fundamental idea is still appealing but man, it's a terribly written book.

27. 04/30 - Child, Lee: Make Me - Wow. This one was fairly powerful in the messed up arena. Bad guys to the max. They certainly deserved what they got. Reacher is awesome.

28. 05/12 - Bennett, Robert Jackson: American Elsewhere - I've been meaning to read this for the longest time and finally got it a while ago. It turned out to be a damned long book but pretty good. I was still a little disappointed. Some of it didn't work that well for me and I wasn't particularly enamored with the main character.

29. 05/12 - Bennett, Robert Jackson: City of Stairs - I got this at the same time as American Elsewhere and read it in a different place, which allowed me to finish them both at the same time. The fascinating thing is that the two novels are completely different. One of the characters in this one reminded me a little bit of the main character in the other but because she wasn't the main character she was a lot more enjoyable. Anyway, this was another really long book but I enjoyed it a lot more. It's also the first of a trilogy and I've already got the next one.

30. 05/18 - Leonard, Elmore: Pronto - I'm a big fan of the television series, <i>Justified</i> which is based on a Elmore Leonard character who first appears in this book. This is actually the first Leonard I've ever read and I found it to be plenty entertaining. I don't know that I'm going to read all of Leonard's books now but I'll definitely be reading the next book starring the Raylan Givens character.

31. 05/22 - Leonard, Elmore: Raylan - This is the book that Justified was actually based on, I think. A lot of what happens in this book actually happened in the tv show, though in a very different, more spread out fashion. It's really interesting to read just for that alone. But what it really does for me is make me more impressed with the producers and writer of the show. The book is decent, and the dialogue is every bit as great as everyone says about Leonard. But the show is much, much better.


32. 05/25 - Bennett, Robert Jackson: City of Blades - Second book of Bennett's "Cities" series. I enjoyed it. Good main character.

33. 05/30 - Taylor, Dennis E.: We Are Legion (We are Bob) - This is a book that kept getting recommended to me on Amazon. And frankly, based on the title I was reluctant to read it. But the reviews were all very strong and they tended to refer to The Martian (Andy Weir) and Ready, Player One (Ernest Cline) both of which I quite enjoyed.
Finally, when I just needed something light to read I picked it up and I'm glad I did.
This is not high literature or exceptional science fiction. It's just escapism fun that's pretty obviously directed at my generation. Very child of the 80's, "Man, wouldn't it be cool if?" Which is exactly the kind of tone that Cline and Weir took in their novels.
So yeah, I found it to be a very fun read. Will I remember it that much a year from now? Probably not, but it sure was fun while it lasted.


34. 06/02 - Taylor, Dennis E.: For We Are Many - This is the sequel to We Are Legion above. Still entertaining, though a little frustrating when the main characters kept refusing to think out of the box.

35. 06/08 - Clines, Peter: Ex-Heroes - This was a superheroes versus zombies story that I read a lot of good reviews about. Honestly, I was a little disappointed. It didn't do much for me. But it was a light and fluffy read.


36. 06/19 - Child, Lee: Night School - More tales of Jack Reacher. This one was a prequel, and I thought it was pretty good. The ending in particularly was a pleasure to read.


37. 07/11 - King, Stephen: The Stand* - Still my favorite book of all time. I don't like the religious aspects of the book as much as I had when I was younger but the story still draws me in like nothing else.


38. 07/19 - Hobb, Robin: Assassin's Fate - This is the final book of the three trilogies about Fitz and the Fool. Beautifully written, wonderfully brought to a close. I'm going to miss those two very much. What a satisfying end to a terrific series.


39. 07/27 - Robinson, Kim Stanley: Fifty Degrees Below- Slooooow book. I still think it's an interesting series but I was glad to finally finish it. This one focused on a character I don't particularly care for, which didn't help. And it was more a character study than a think-piece about science the way the first one was. Normally I love character-driven stories but this one didn't work so well for me.


40. 08/17 - Brett, Peter V.: The Warded Man - First book of a series. Not bad. At times it's fairly satisfying. But the romantic relationships are terrible. That part was just painful to read.

41. 08/19 - King, Stephen: It* - Another of my favorite all time stories, this is not just a horror story but a very sad one as well. It's about friendship, above all, the kind of friendship I always wanted when I was a kid but never managed to find. Reading this when I was a teenager, only a few years older than the kids in the book, I discovered for the first time just how lonely I was. So I love those characters the way I would have loved the friends I never had. Whenever I finish the book again, as I just did, I mourn the loss of them all over again. Stephen King is one of the few writers who can make me feel this way.


42. 08/29 - King, Stephen: On Writing* - I really enjoy what he has to say about writing and the way he came to it. This is just a pleasure to read.


43. 08/31 - Taylor, Dennis E.: All These Worlds - 3rd, and I suspect final, book of the Bobiverse series. I didn't like this one quite as much as the first two but I thought it ended quite well. Still kind of geek sci-fi porn.


44. 09/14 - King, Stephen: Christine* - Most of King's books I've read more than once. This is one of the rare ones that I hadn't read since the first time. It's certainly not his best novel, and I was very disappointed by the main female character's lack of independent agency, but it's still entertaining. The end of the book really sticks with you.

45. 09/17 - Jemisin, N.K.: The Stone Sky - Holy cow, was this a complex, challenging,
brilliantly written series. The final book of the trilogy was just as good as the others.
I've rarely encountered such a challenging series of books, especially not in fantasy.
Very hard to talk about but I'll just say that not only is this story (over three novels)
told in the second person, but it moves freely about in time and doesn't baby the reader at all. If I hadn't read this I would never have believed it was possible to pull it off well.



46. 09/27 - King, Stephen: Duma Key* - Re-read of a book I read for the first time not all that long ago. Less than ten years, anyway. Still good. I especially like what he has to say about art and artists.


47. 10/04 - Brett, Peter V.: The Desert Spear - Second book in the series. There are some things he does really well, especially character development and background.
But man, the romantic and physical/ sexual relationships are so horrible.



48. 10/10 - Clines, Peter: Paradox Bound - This was pretty good. There's a trope lately of people being utterly disbelieving of their circumstances that this book pursued with the protagonist that I frankly find annoying, but I thought the story overall was fairly entertaining and had an interest plot concept. Overall, entertaining read.


49. 11/05 - Mastai, Elan: All Our Wrong Todays - This is a time travel novel written largely in the first person. It's somewhat irreverent and silly and the time travel paradox stuff runs away from the author's control, in my opinion. Having said that,
there were stand alone lines throughout the book that really impressed me. I think he's got a lot of talent.



50. 11/07 - King, Stephen and Straub, Peter: The Talisman* - The first time I read this, I quite liked it. The second time I thought it was okay. This third time, I've come to the conclusion that it doesn't work. I think a lot of it is the different styles of writing between the two authors. King's voice often comes through strong and clear and at other times the writing seems to meander and wander about without much direction,
saying a lot of nothing. On top of that, a lot of the story elements just don't work.
There's no explanation for the crazy shit the chief antagonist can do, and what few rules are put in place often seem to be broken. I like the idea of it, and there are times when the Dark Tower connections seem really strong but overall I think this is an unsuccessful mess. I don't think I'll ever read it again.



51. 12/05 - King, Stephen and Straub, Peter: Black House* - This is basically the sequel to The Talisman and my memory of it was that I didn't like it as much when I first read it. Turns out that now I actually like it a fair amount more. It's far from the first sequel but it's better written, the plot is more interesting and parts of it are actually pretty amusing. It's also far more clearly connected to The Dark Tower series which has its pluses and minuses.


52. 12/11 - Cole, Dean M.: Solitude: Dimension Space, Book One - Interesting idea that wasn't really executed that well. It's definitely the kind of story idea I should really like: End of the world, planet empty of people, interesting twist (one person on earth,
another on the International Space Station). Unfortunately, I didn't think it was very well executed and the writing was modern slang and irritating. It wasn't bad, but it wasn't good either. I'm not sure if I'll read the next one when it comes out.



53. 12/12 - Willis, Connie: Crosstalk - So I love Connie Willis's writing. I think she's cool and funny and imaginative and incredibly talented. But this book really annoyed me.
The main character was so fucking stupid and reactive that I just couldn't like her.
Which kept me from liking the book. 'Tis a pity.




54. 12/21 - King, Stephen: The Green Mile* - I really love this story. It's got all the best elements of King's work: strong characterization, a well painted setting and a little bit of magic and loss and heartbreak.

55. Mo/dy - Last, First: Title - Thoughts

* Denotes something I'd already read at least once before.

2016

Jan. 5th, 2016 08:55 pm
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For some reason this year is hitting me a little harder than they usually do. There's no obvious explanation for it. 2016 isn't especially different from 2015 numerically speaking. It is the start of the downhill slope toward a whole new decade but that isn't really it either. I'm still only in the beginning of my 40's and since 2015 wasn't especially great for me there's added anticipation for what this new year will be.

So what's the deal?

I think part of it is is that in the deep dark recesses of my mind I still think of it as the 90's. And that was twenty years ago. It's simply mind boggling to me that I've survived through that many years. Lots of missteps and mistakes, the random moment of brilliant success, and here I am. Life is, in my respects, so much easier than it was back then. It's still a tremendous struggle at times but by and large I've done pretty well. I'm doing my best to be content with that.

Still...2016, man. How'd that happen? Seems like just yesterday the new millenium was a whole 4 years away. Only it's been 4 times that. Anyone born in 1996 is turning twenty this year. It just doesn't compute.
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1. 01/11 - King, Stephen: The Bazaar of Bad Dreams - This was a collection of short stories (and 2 poems). I'm definitely not so big a fan of King's short fiction but at this point in his career and my life, his voice telling any story is just comforting. I savored each story for that reason alone.

2. 02/06 - Corey, James S.A.: Leviathan Wakes - Thoughts

3. 03/05 - Aaronovitch, Ben: Midnight Riot - Thoughts

4. 03/07 - Hobb, Robin: Fools Errand - Thoughts

5. 04/25 - Child, Lee: Bad Luck and Trouble - Thoughts

6. 05/24 - Jemisin, N.K.: The Fifth Season - Really good book, nominated for the nebula. I picked it up almost at random and then inhaled it. Can't wait for the next one.

7. 06/14 - Hobb, Robin: Golden Fool - Thoughts

8. 07/20 - Hill, Joe: Fireman - Thoughts

9. 08/26 - Hobb, Robin: Fools' Fate* - This is the final book of the second trilogy concerning FitzChivalry Farseer, and at the time that it was published it appeared to be the last book featuring him. Since at least two more books in a third trilogy starring him have been published, with a third likely soon to come. Those books were the inspiration for my re-read, and I'm really glad I did it. I think the writing is fantastic but the main character, Fitz, is exasperating at times and infuriating at others. He's difficult to love but the end of this book made you love him anyway. I can't read the new books.

10. 09/21 - Mott, Jason: The Returned - This was a book about the dead returning to the world of the living. I was absolutely fascinated by the concept, enough that I eventually bought the ebook. But the truth is, I found it to be very dull. I only persisted on reading it all the way through because I could handle it a chapter at a time when I had nothing better to do. It was okay, but not an especially satisfying read.

11. 09/23 - Philbrick, Nathaniel: Valiant Ambition: George Washington, Benedict Arnold, and the Fate of the American Revolution - Great non-fictional account of the role Benedict Arnold played in the Revolutionary War, first as heroic American general and ultimately as betrayer and traitor. Very well written and fascinating story, though the end came a little too abruply without a satisfying conclusion.

12. 09/29 - Hobb, Robin: Fool's Assassin - Nice to be back to the new adventures with the old characters. Very dark with a few changes from what's been done before. Definitely a good start to a new trilogy.

13. 10/14 - McLean, Stuart: Home from the Vinyl Cafe* - I usually listen to these stories being read by the author at one performance or another, including live twice. They're delightful that way but they're just as delightful reading with the eyes. This way, they brought me closer to my home, specifically my beloved Jade, who introduced them to me in the first place. Great stories, filled with heart.

14. 10/19 - McLean, Stuart: Secrets from the Vinyl Cafe* - More of the excellent, fun stories.

15. 10/21 - Simmons, Dan: Summer of Night* - I enjoyed this more the first time I read this but it was still fun to re-read.

16. 10/26 - McLean, Stuart: Vinyl Cafe Unplugged* - Another great collection of stories, though I think the first two were more enjoyable. My favorite is definitely Home from the Vinyl Cafe.

17. 10/26 - Gross, Edward, Altman, Mark: The Fifty Year Mission - The First 25 Years - This is a collection of statements and writings by people involved in the creation of Star Trek, over the first 25 years of the show and movies. It's actually quite good, though as the chapters about the movies come into play there are a lot of missing comments from particular people, especially the secondary cast of the show, that are glaring in their absence. It does make me glad I'm not in Hollywood. The stuff people have to put up with out there...

18. 10/28 - Lowe, Rob: Stories I Only Tell My Friends - I'm a fan of Rob Lowe solely for his performance of Sam Seaborn on The West Wing, but he's had an interesting life and I do enjoy hearing how people get into the business of acting. This was pretty good, though he glossed over certain things I would have liked to have known a lot more about.

19. 10/30 - Simmons, Dan: A Winter Haunting* - This is the sequel to Summer of Night, which I read many years ago. I'd not only forgotten I'd read this, I actually forgot it existed. It's pretty good, more of a psychological horror than the previous book but neither book were as satisfying in the re-read than the first.

20. 11/04 - North, Claire: The First Fifteen Lives of Harry August - One of my peculiar contradictions is that as much as I hated my childhood, I have more often than is healthy, fantasized about what it'd be like to relieve it knowing what I know now. I've created an entire universe to explain how such a thing might be achieved and the complications that might arise from a scenario, all maintained within my head. The author of this book took the concept a step further and put it all down on paper. When I first heard about the book, I was naturally intrigued but I was also skeptical. In reading it, I found that not only did she have some of the same ideas I had, but she took a lot of them in totally different but impressive directions. All in all, it was not only very well done but a thoroughly enjoyable read. This is one of those books that left me dazed when I was finished, feeling as though my mind was still living within the world even when the book was closed for the last time. It's going to be a while before I find another book that sweeps me so completely into the deep.

21. 11/09 - Morgan, Joyce, Walters, Conrad: Journeys on the Silk Road - I enjoyed this, but it was slow going. Lots of interesting historical detail, well written, but not in an area I'm especially fascinated by, so it was too easy for me to put down.

22. 11/10 - Rickman, Phil: To Dream of the Dead* - This is the last of the Merrily Watkins books I need to re-read so I can finally start reading new ones that have been published. It was foolish to re-read them all; I had a hard time with it, even though I quite enjoy these. It took way, way too long. Finally, I can move on with my life!

23. 11/23 - Gaiman, Neil: American Gods* - Given that they're doing a tv show based on this book I thought I'd re-read it. Good times.

24. 12/02 - Gaiman, Neil: Anansi Boys* - I really enjoyed this the first time I read it but on the re-read (inspired by finishing American Gods) I found that it's entertaining qualities were a little diminished. It's a very funny tale but the jokes are less acute on second reading.

25. 12/07 - Winters, Ben H.: The Last Policeman - It was interesting. I liked the setting a lot, just prior to the end of the world. The story itself didn't do as much for me. It felt a little like more police procedural than I typically like.

26. 12/10 - Parks, Tim: Italian Ways: On and Off the Rails from Milan to Palermo - Unfortunately, I didn't really care for it. There were some interesting bits and some amusing bits but overall I found it to be a dull accounting. It just didn't grab me.

27. 12/19 - Kern, Ralph: Endeavour - The Sleeping Gods #1 - Random science fiction exploration of space novel I picked up out of curiousity that I really enjoyed. Now I'm going to have to find the second one!

28. 12/27 - Frank, Pat: Alas Babylon - Really good book that I've been meaning to read for years and years. Quite satisfying post nuclear war story set in the 60's. There was one noticable absence of the typcial nuclear holocaust but it might have been due to the setting. Regardless, I thoroughly enjoyed it.

29. 12/27 - Hobb, First: Fool's Quest - Really excellent. This might, in fact, be my favorite book of the entire long series. Now I need to wait until next May for the next book.

* Denotes something I'd already read at least once before.
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You have been given a time machine and can travel to any point in the past or future. Where/when would you go? - 10th Muse Writing Prompt.

When I was much younger I used to dream about traveling back to the past when swords and bows were common. The Renaissance and the Middle Ages were romanticized for me by my fantasy books and I loved the idea of traveling a more rustic world with a sword strapped to my back and adventure waiting for me over the horizon.

Then I grew up and studied history and came to the realization that the distant past really isn't at all waht it was cracked up to be. I'm still interested in seeing it but I'd rather do so with either some serious super powers or as an invisible, untouchable witness. We live in a harsh world but it's all puppies and rainbows now compared to the reality of back then.

I also wanted to travel into the future and see a world like the one promised in Star Trek or hinted at in my science fiction. A galaxy opened up to us by faster than light travel, technology that made life safer and easier and more pleasant, where we could devote ourselves to understanding the universe rather than trying to make enough money to pay the bills each month. The promise the future held was even more beautiful than the romanticized past.

But now we're in the second decade of the 21st century and the future has been a lot less appealing than I'd hoped for. I see no end to violence or the endless pursuit of wealth. The stars largely appear to be denied us, and the earth just keeps getting hotter and more unstable as we continue to exploit our environment without serious concern for the consequences. I'm not sure I want to see the future within my own lifetime, much less what waits beyond it. Hope has given way to cynicism and I'm bloody grateful that I have not brought children into a world I suspect will only be more unpleasant after I'm gone.

Yet despite all this, time travel still appeals to me. And as before, I'm influenced by fiction. Stephen King's 11/22/63 is a time travel story about a guy my age traveling back to the late 50's with the intent to live there until he can stop Oswald from assassinating President Kennedy. The first half of the novel is a delighted exploration of the past from the eyes of someone just like me. Reading the book, I felt a desire to do the same, to go back to the decades just prior to my own birth and see the world as it was. It helps that I'm white and male and wouldn't have to worry much about losing any rights. It'd be a pretty good deal for me, assuming I was able to get ahold of some cash and have the opportunity to make some investments.

I'd dearly love to see those years before Vietnam and after WWII.

I'm sure this will also seem rather silly but I wouldn't mind traveling back to the 80's for a few years. It's true that I've already lived the 80's once...why would I want to go back again? Well, for one I was too young to have the freedom to fully appreciate it. I still love the music and movies and would love to see it from an adult's persepctive, with the freedom (presumably) to take a great part in it. How cool would it be to see Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark on opening weekend again? What would it be like to attend concerts of musical groups that were in their prime, creating their music rather than replaying them for an audience who has already heard those same songs for decades? What would it be like to drive across the country without the internet to plan your trip with, without Google Maps or a GPS to guide me? I remember that, a little, but I never had the wherewithal to take advantage of a road without a certain destination.

The recent past...that's where I'd go, a familiar world that is still so much a stranger to me. I want to drink from a Woolworth soda fountain, take a roadtrip across the country on brand new interstates, paying less than 50 cents for a gallon of gas, watch Bon Jovi perform "Livin' on a Prayer" in concert for the first time, sit with an audence who has never seen Ghostbusters, go to a restaurant where no one is staring at a cellphone. Those times were no more perfect than any other but I'd relive them just the same.
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I met Terry Pratchett only once, at Torcon (World Con 2002). I’d wanted to get a chance to meet him and get one of his books signed but I’d gotten held up by something or other and had thought I’d missed the opportunity.

Instead I ran into him at the Dealer’s Room and after apologizing for breaking one of the cardinal rules of con going (asking for an autograph away from the signing table) he kindly took my proffered copy of one of the Discworld novels, asked my name and signed it gracefully. We talked for only five minutes or so but his kindness and generosity was impressed upon me and I’ve never forgotten it.

After practically idolizing Leonard Nimoy as a teenager, I got the opportunity to meet him at a bookstore in San Francisco in 1995 or 1996. He was in town to promote his new book, I Am Spock. The bookstore was packed when I got there and I waited for quite a while, reading the book with a ton of other fans.

With that kind of crowd for that kind of celebrity, getting your book signed is an assembly line sort of experience. You hand your book to a bookstore worker, he makes sure it’s open to the right page and slides it down the table to the writer to sign.

So my experience was basically stepping across from Nimoy, telling him my name, asking how he was doing, and thanking him. He shook my hand, and the moment that I remember most clearly is when he said that I was welcome. It was Spock’s voice but with a warmth that Spock never had.  I waited for maybe 45 minutes to have half a minute with him but still, I’m glad I had it.

Now both are gone and though they will live on in their work, there’s a palpable absence in the world without them. I’m grateful that I had my moments with them both, however, no matter how brief.

Snow Light

Jan. 5th, 2015 10:04 pm
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It's one of those perfect winter nights, the sky clear and lit by a gibbous moon whose light is shining on the thin layer of snow blanketing the ground, making the air itself seem to glow.

It's pretty cold right now after being unseasonably warm yesterday, making a thick crust of ice on top of the snow so that I could walk across it without it giving way beneath my feet. That just heightened the otherworldly sense of the night. The wind sliced through my thin clothing like it was nothing but I kind of liked it. There's something clean about the cold, a crisp clarity to it that thrills me. The older I get, the more I crave that feeling and despise the wet, sweaty, insect filled heat of summer.

A few years ago when I had my DNA analysis done and it was determined that I am descended primarily from people in Northern Europe as opposed to Central, I was surprised but the more I think of it the more it makes sense to me. There's something deeply rooted in my bloodline that makes me want to go further north, that makes the future promise of warmer temperatures and fewer snowfalls seem so terrible.

I am meant for this season and nights like this and as they grow more rare, the more I feel as though I'm the outcast here, as alien as the moonlight reflecting off the snow.
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1. 01/05 - Child, Lee: One Shot - Another Jack Reacher novel, entertaining and easy to read as always.

2. 01/09 - Rickman, Phil: The Smile of a Ghost* - Still re-reading the Merrily Watkins books, far too slowly.

3. 01/31 - Sawyer, Robert J: WWW: Watch - This is the second book in a series about an emerging consciousness on the web. Usually I like Sawyer quite a bit but this particular series has been harder for me to enjoy, in part because one of the protagonists is a 16 year old girl who I just can't relate to. It's hard to read when you're rolling your eyes. Sawyer speculates a lot in his fiction and usually I enjoy that but this time it just annoyed me, a lot. I still want to read the final book in the series just to see how the conflict between the emerging consciousness and the government (which I totally do buy) is resolved but it's going to be rough to deal with the other aspects of the book that drive me crazy.

4. 01/31 - Wilson, Robert Charles: Axis* - Second time I've read it in preparation for the third book of the series that I haven't read yet. Good, but not as good as Spin was. I'm looking forward to reading the next book and seeing how it all ends.

5. 02/21 - Rickman, Phil: The Remains of an Altar* - Second read of this particular book and the one of the better ones. All of the Merrily Watkins books are enjoyable for me but this one much more so than the previous two, which made it easier to re-read. Only one more to go, I think, before I get caught up enough to read a new one. Looking forward to that, finally!

6. 02/24 - Wilson, Robert Charles: Vortex - The final book of the Axis trilogy. I actually quite liked it, especially the final chapter when everything got quite tidily wrapped up. Quite a satisfying end to the storyline.

7. 02/26 - Weir, Andy: The Martian - Holy crap. It's been a long time since I've read some really good science fiction. This book is that in spades. There tends to be two kinds of science fiction: pop science fiction which has science fiction elements without much science and fiction with a lot of hard science. I'm not particularly science-minded but I love science. Knowledge and discovery are exciting things for me but I love a good story too and this book is the perfect mix for my tastes. There was a lot of science and math but it was explained (in a way that really works with the story) so it's not a detriment but an enhancement. I'm hoping that young people will be encouraged by the book to have a greater appreciation for such arcane knowledge. Anyway, I loved it. First book I really truly enjoyed in a long time.

8. 03/06 - Correia, Larry: Spellbound - Second book in the Grimnoir Chronicles. I liked this even more than the first one. It's one of those books that's written by someone who has a lot in common with me, so though it's not high literature in any way, it sure is a lot of fun. What impresses me is that even though it's not written brilliantly, it's still written pretty well. Better than I could do, so I liked it.

9. 03/20 - Mann, Charles C.: 1491: New Revelations of the Americas Before Columbus - I've been wanting to read this for a long time and I found it to be every bit as fascinating as I'd expected. One of the earliest questions I had as a child why was the Indians were so technologically inferior to the Europeans. It was a question that no teacher ever answered to my satisfaction. Truth be told, this doesn't answer it either but it comes closer than anything I've encountered before. The truth is, we don't know very much about the people who were in the Americas before the Europeans came and most of what we've been taught is either outright wrong or tremendously prejudiced. It's frustrating and infuriating to contemplate all that was lost and that we'll never know but at least I have a slightly clearer picture now than I did before I read this book.

10. 03/27 - Correia, Larry: Warbound - Third and final (so far as I can tell) book of the Grimnoir Chronicles. I liked this one best of all. Great wrap up to the series, overall satisfying. Definitely an entertaining read.

11. 04/03 - Dolnick, Edward: The Clockwork Universe: Isaac Newton, the Royal Society, and the Birth of the Modern World - This was a very difficult book to read as it involved a lot of math which made my brain hurt when it wasn't completely beyond me. But interesting nonetheless and I learned quite a bit I hadn't know. Overall it was good, just challenging.

12. 04/05 - Adams, John Joseph and Howey, Hugh: The End is Nigh (The Apocalypse Triptych - Volume One) - This is the first of three anthologies, with stories set just before an apocalypse. I love these kinds of stories and most of these were really good. I want to read the next one right away.

13. 04/09 - Adams, John Joseph and Howey, Hugh: The End is Now (The Apocalypse Triptych - Volume Two) - I downloaded this right after that last one and read through it without delay. I sure do love these kinds of stories. There are only one or two that I didn't care for and a few more than that I really loved. Very fun. I just have to wait until next month for the last one to get released. Can't wait to see how some of those come together.

14. 04/14 - Riddle, A.G.: Departure - Interesting idea but the execution didn't really work for me. I didn't like the way story was told, two first person present tense narrators. The characters didn't do a lot for me either and there was absolutely no subtlety to the writing. It felt like a very sophmoric effort all around. The end was a little better than I expected it to be (wasn't completely predictable like the rest of it). I almost gave up on it early on but I did manage to make it through.

15. 04/18 - Munroe, Randall: What If? - Wonderfully informative and humurous all at the same time. But lightly so on both counts.

16. 04/24 - James, Aiden: Plague of Coins - Simply put? Crap.

17. 04/27 - James, Aiden: Reign of Coins - More crap, though not quite as bad as the first. This is book two of a series of books about Judas Iscariot trying to retrieve the 30 silver coins he'd been paid for betraying Christ. Many years ago I read another book with this same premise that was really pretty great. When I stumbled on this series I was eager to give them a shot. Long story short, I got books 3 and 4 for free and had been trying to get the first 2 that way as well. In the end I signed up for a free month of Kindle unlimited, which allowed me to read those books and find that they're terrible. Terribly written, very uninteresting premises, awfully portrayed characters. I really shouldn't have wasted my time with the second one but I didn't want to lose the opportunity to read it just in case. Books like these make me think that even my writing can't be that bad.

18. 04/27 - Eggers, Dave: The Circle - This is a book about a company similar to Google basically growing all powerful. It begins with a rather ludicrous tone and has an unsettling quality of becoming more outlandish and at the same time more believable as it goes. By the end I actually quite enjoyed it. My final conclusion is that it was really well written after all. Scary, too.

19. 05/07 - St. John Mandel, Emily: Station Eleven - Another surprisingly good read, though I guess I shouldn't be so surprised after George R.R. Martin recommended it. This is a post-apocolyptic novel that plays around with time in a way that works for me pretty well. I really liked it and was sad when it ended. It's going to be hard to find another book to read after that one.

20. 05/21 - Millard, Candice: Destiny of the Republic: A Tale of Madness, Medicine and the Murder of a President - Excellent book about the assassination of President Garfield. It's a very tragic tale, really, with fascinating characters. Absolutely astonishing how much has changed in 125 years. Very compelling read for nonfiction.

21. 06/08 - Addison, Katherine: The Goblin Emperor - This is the first of the Hugo nominated novels I've read for this year's awards and it was a bit of a struggle at times. The book isn't a bad one but I didn't find it to be an especially enjoyable one either, certainly not worthy of a Hugo award. There were moments when it certainly improved for me but I did want to give up several times. Overall, worth reading but not particularly memorable I don't think.

22. Mo/dy - Cixin, Liu: The Three Body Problem - Another Hugo nominated novel for this year, this one is Chinese and was translated into English by another writer that I'm rather fond of. Overall, I didn't really care for the novel; it bored me quite a bit and was a real chore to get through. Once I was in the final third of the book it finally picked up but it never really worked for me. I suppose it's as worthy of a Hugo as any of the books nominated this year but I definitely didn't care for it.

23. 07/15 - Tregillis, Ian: Bitterseeds: The Milkweed Triptych, Book 1 - I'm conflicted by this book. I liked it overall, but I had a hard time throughout not putting it down. I have developed an appreciation for WWII books and I like alternate histories but there were aspects of this that didn't work for me. On the other hand, there were really great moments and the writer did a great job with the horrors that come out of war. In the end, for all my inward bitching about not wanting to read the book, I actually enjoyed it and am now thinking about getting the second one. So yeah, that's a useless review.

24. 08/02 - Chu, Wesley: The Deaths of Tao - This book was provided as a sample of Chu's work in nomination for the Campbell Award. I found it interesting but ultimately frustrating and it was only as I finished it that I finally found out it was book two of a series, having never read the first one. This is the first time this has happened to me since the late 80's. I liked the concept even if I didn't particularly care for the execution: The idea that an alien race crash landed on Earth millenia before the appearance of humanity and survived by taking living carbon based creatures as hosts, and thereby influencing the course of human development. Very interesting and kind of neatly done but I didn't care for the characters and their development that much, and I found some of the plotting to be tedious and irritating. I knew it was part of a series and was willing to entertain the notion of reading the next book; now that I know there was a first book I'm not so sure if I want to read that. Maybe. Anyway, it was a decent effort but I don't think the author is worthy of a Campbell.

25. 08/11 - Adams, John Joseph and Howey, Hugh: The End has Come - This was the last of the anthology by these editors focused on the apocalypse, a group of stories about the world after it had "ended." It was the least satisfying of the triology for me. A number of the writers were new and some of the stories were not follow ups to the ones before, and some of those that were came across as rather disappointing. A few were really good, though, so it wasn't a total loss.

26. 08/18 - Hobb, Robin: Assassin's Apprentice* - Book 1 of The Farseer triology, which I first read years ago after George R.R. Martin recommended it to me. I wasn't at all interested in assassins but this story quickly caught me up the first time and again this second time. I always forget how much I like Hobb's writing, and how impressed I am by it until I'm immersed in her worlds again. This does tend to be a dark story with a lot of suffering involved which makes it a little harder for some people to enjoy but I was very glad to be back for a second read.

27. 08/18 - Rickman, Phil: The Fabric of Sin* - Another Merrily Watkins novel, finally. This is sort of Rickman's answer to all the Templar books that started showing up after "The DaVinci Code." He had a totally different spin on the Templars and their descendents, the Masons, which is interesting but I didn't really enjoy all that much. Good writing and good story, though, and even though this was the second time I'd read it I had totally forgot the whodunit which made for a pleasant surprise.

28. 08/26 - King, Stephen: Finder's Keepers - Sequel to last year's Mr. Mercedes, I actually liked this one even more. It was in large part about the love of the written word and the extremes such love can take one to, and that really worked with me, along with supernatural hints about the upcoming third book in the trilogy. I loved this book and can't wait for the next one. As usual Stephen King provides an unparalleled reading experience.

29. 09/28 - Child, Lee: The Hard Way - Another very satisfying Reacher book. This one was set largely in NYC which was nice, as I knew where Reacher was any time he mentioned a landmark. He also briefly went to London and I recognized most of those locations as well.

30. 11/11 - Hobb, Robin: Royal Assassin* - It's been over ten years since I last read this so I'd forgotten a lot of how the final dilemma was resolved. Enough that for parts of it I was almost in as much suspense as I had been on the first reading. That was pretty cool. Still, there were aspects of the story in the beginning that didn't work for me and I found myself remembering the dissatisfaction from before. It doesn't happen often but sometimes when a sequel has a degree of revisionism that messes with what had been done before and I always find that irritating. This was the case here as well, but there was also a sudden increase in focus that dealt with a romance that seemed disjointed and odd to me. Most of this came in the beginning, which made the first quarter of the book rather unsatisfying to me. Overall, though, it was still a really good book and I was absolutely ready to start with the next one when I'd finished.

31. 11/178 - Butcher, Jim: Grave Peril - This is the third book of the Dresden files and my third attempt to figure out what it is about the books that capture so many people. I think it's going to be my last time trying. None of them are bad but none of them particularly capture my imagination or my interest either. They just aren't my cup of tea and Dresden isn't my kind of character. Oh well!


* Denotes something I'd already read at least once before.
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Christmas is one of the few things of my childhood that was pleasant. My mom made a real effort to make it a special time regardless of her circumstances and my memories of the Christmases of my youth are all happy ones. I think we always had a real tree and there were always a large number of presents around it. In those days I was a christian and I believed whole-heartedly in the basic religious underpinings of the holiday, even though I learned quickly enough that Jesus wasn't actually born in December (if he was born at all).

My favorite memory of those years was of returning home after the Candlight service at church on Christmas Eve. We almost always went and opened presents after...Santa's delivery was scheduled each year during the service. I was driving home that night and as we paused at the stop sign to turn onto the main road heading home, I was caught by the most perfect, peaceful, beautiful Christmas snowfall I'd ever seen. To me, that was the perfect Christmas moment. Snow drifting down onto the windshield, lit by the warm glow of the streetlight overhead. I've never seen anything like it since.

So here I am, more than 20 years later sitting in a dark room that is only lit by the lights on the Christmas tree. This year the Christmas tree is surrounded by at least as many presents as the most bountiful year of my childhood with three kids receiving gifts. They're just for Jade and me, because we like buying each other presents and watching the unwrapping. The street outside seems surprisingly busy. And though I live in New England, which is always supposed to be snowy in my own worldview, it's wet from rain and warm with temperatures in the 40's even after sundown.

It's been a little harder for me to hold on to the magic of Christmas this year with the warm weather and the rain, the absence of Jade as she is helping friends on the other side of the country, and the sense of general grumpiness on most of the people I encounter in the world outside my living room. Most of my wishes for a happy holidays is received with a grudging return, and it largely seems as though this December is little different than any other time of year. Long ago and far away is the sense that this is "the most wonderful time of the year," as we embark in a "winter wonderland."

Still, I cling to the sense of the holiday. Even if the world outside seems mad with violence and despair, at this moment in my house with well-fed animals all around me, the lights of the Christmas tree filling the room with a warm glow, the promise of Jade's return drawing ever near, I focus on what Christmas has always really meant to me. A hope for peace and love to triumph over all, an embrace of the joy in giving, the warm companionship of family and friends. Life is what one makes of it, or so I fervently believe, and Christmas is a time when we can choose to make it about the better nature of humanity. Joy, hope, love and giving, no matter how cold and dark it is outside.

It's in that spirit that I wish you all a Merry Christmas.
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When I was eleven, I broke a hand mirror belonging to my grandmother. It was an accident and I felt really bad about it, foolishly trying to hide it. That failed miserably and my mother punished me pretty severely.

That was the last time I visited my grandparents house for several years. I was 17 when I returned and I'd forgotten all about the incident until I went into their bathroom and saw another mirror, looking just like the one I'd broken, sitting in the same place that it had been all those years ago. The memories came flooding back, accidentally dropping the mirror, hiding the evidence, geting caught and subsequently punished.

I didn't like to think about bad memories so I shoved them all into a box in my mind and locked them away.

Another year passes and I visit my grandparents again. Once again I visit the bathroom and see that mirror and again, the memories come flooding back. Instead of burying the memories back up, I pick it up with utmost care. In the last year, my life had improved substantially. I was happier than I could remember being since before that fateful day when I broke the mirror, and when I looked back at it all it occurred to me that everything had gone from bad to worse up until the previous year.

I quickly put the mirror back down and stepped away from it. It had been seven years, I realized. Seven miserable years between the time I broke that first mirror and the time that things started to get better. "Break a mirror and you get seven years of bad luck."

Holy crap, I thought. It's true!

A year after that I was having car trouble and it seemed like everywhere I went I would find a penny on the ground. "See a penny, pick it up, all day long you'll have good luck!" With that in mind I picked them all up, feeling like I needed all the luck I could get. A few hours later, however, my car broke down just outside of Santa Barbara and when I pulled over to the side of the road and popped the hood, I found that the engine was actually on fire. Luckily for me, I happened to have a pepsi in the car and I was able to use that to douse the fire but I remember thinking, "So much for the lucky penny theory."

I happened to mention that to a friend a few days later. "Were the pennies tail side up?" I couldn't remember for sure, but I was pretty sure that at least a few were so I nodded. "There's your problem...found pennies are only lucky if they're head side up."

I actually thought that made sense and to this day I only pick up a penny if it's head side up. I haven't had a break down since, so there must be something to that. Hold on a sec while I go knock on wood.

  Superstition is the religion of feeble minds - Burke

As a kid I spent a considerable portion of my time trying not to step on a crack so as not to break my mother's back. I avoided stepping under ladders, sought a different route if a black cat crossed my path and never dared to open an umbrella inside the house. I spent hours looking for a four leaf clover, tossed spilt salt over my shoulder, knocked on wood, crossed my fingers and made wishes on falling stars, first-star-I-see-tonight and wishbones.

Over time I eventually grew out of most of those things, but never all of them. Staying out from under ladders just makes good sense, and I step on cracks all the time without breaking anyone's back. Though, truth be told, sometimes I find myself avoiding the cracks anyway, without even thinking about it. But I have opened an umbrella inside, and I have a black cat crossing my path just about every single day. I stopped looking for four leaf clovers after one day finding a bunch of them in one place and not getting so much as a speck of good luck.

Still, I knock on wood on a pretty regular basis. I only pick up pennies, nickles and dimes if the head side is up -- quarters are clearly exempt -- and I'm extremely careful around mirrors. Is it, as Burke suggests above, a matter of being feeble minded? Maybe, but we live in a strange world sometimes. Luck seems to exist whether I believe in it or not and knocking on wood hasn't hurt anyone yet.

My personal opinion is that superstition provides a nice flavor to life, a hope for something different, perhaps even somewhat oddball. So long as my observance of a few choice superstitions doesn't rule my life I'm not going to shy away from them.

Superstition is foolish, childish, primitive and irrational - but how much does it cost you to knock on wood? - Viorst

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My primary source of exercise in the summer comes from walking. On the average weekday I tend to walk 6-8 miles a day, to and from work and another walk through town at lunch.

Along the way I see a lot of things I’d never notice if I was driving all that time. One guy sitting at a table in front of a cafe at all hours of the day, every day always eating something and talking to someone. A woman in the morning who hustles to work carrying three different bags of varying colors, wearing headphones and always looking hurried and unhappy. Another woman who rides her motorcycle to and from work each day, particularly noticeable to me because of the bright pink helmet she wears. I can always tell how early or late I am based on how far along I am when she passes me. The 9/11 conspiracy guy in front of the post office, draped in long streamers of fliers.

About once a week in the morning I see a friend of mine who works from home and travels all over the world, usually walking casually through town with a coffee in his hand, chilling out after a trip. We usually exchange brief greetings as I hurry past.

Occasionally there are things that stand out from the routine. The old man who’d parked too close to the curb so that his passenger door had scraped the parking meter. A pair of shoes abandoned in front of the furniture shop, giving the impression that someone had been knocked out of them. The woman sleeping on a stoop in front of her apartment door, wearing a set of oversized sweat clothes, with a cigarette hanging from her bottom lip. The police talking to a group of people on the other side of the street, sorting out a fight or a shoplifting.

All these fragments of a New England town that I see pieces of each day.

What has been striking me the most lately, however, is the rudeness of the drivers. As a driver I’ve certainly experienced it: being honked at for no apparent reason, having someone cut in front of me or tailgate me, people who don’t use their turn-signals or are driving absurdly slow or dangerously fast.

As a pedestrian, it's far more obvious. People stopping in the middle of the street to drop someone off or pick someone up, heedless of the people behind them who are forced to slam on their brakes and wait for them. Drivers honking at each other for perceived slights or offenses. Cutting each other off, rushing past people trying to cross the street, shouting out the window, making obscene gestures, repeated acts of cruelty and no consideration.

I don’t typically think much of people in general as it is, and I’ve certainly been annoyed by people as a driver myself but I’m kind of astonished at seeing how rude people are when they're isolated in their cars. Almost every time one driver honks at another it's without real cause, just an expression of anger and impatience.

Drivers can be real bastards.

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I’ve been to Iceland once before, in December of 2012 for just a little under 24 hours. At the time of my arrival I was coming down with a cold, which had settled in so severely by the next morning that I wasn’t up to doing much sight seeing.

Despite all that, I liked what little I saw very much. It was the most unusual looking place I’d ever seen, and that’s saying a lot for someone who has been to Utah, Nevada and Death Valley. I’ve wanted to go back ever since that first brief visit.

A trip in September will give me the opportunity to see the country at a very different time of year. I suspect there will still be greenery and there’s certain to be a lot more sunlight than there was on my first trip. This time I would rent a car and drive the Golden Circle, which is essentially a road that circles the majority of the accessible island. It wouldn’t take a lot of time to do it, so a week in Iceland would allow me to see quite a lot.

And the things to see and experience are considerable. Whale watching, geysers, continental plates, mountains, volcanos, puffins, horseback riding…it’s a virtual cornucopia of possibilities.

There are a few things that concern me, however, which is why this is ranking so low on my list. The biggest issue is that a trip to Iceland is essentially a trip to Iceland only. I wouldn’t get to see anything else of Europe and generally speaking, it’s so much closer that I feel a little as though it wouldn’t be taking full advantage of the opportunity to travel.

I’m also bummed about the time of year a little. I’ve heard some reasonably good things about traveling to Iceland in September: it’s quieter and cheaper than in the summer, the daylight hours wouldn’t be all that unusual for me, and though it’d be getting colder than I had in mind for this trip, it wouldn’t be too cold yet. But those are largely disadvantages too. I liked seeing Iceland in December because experiencing a day without much sunlight was so unusual to my experience. I’d rather see Iceland when it’s either light all day and night or dark the whole time, solely for the experience.

I also badly want to see the Aurora Borealis, and Iceland is one of the best places on earth to experience it, if you go the right time of year. It’s possible in September but not so likely. So that’d be pretty disappointing. I also think I’d have to pack more cold weather clothing than I’d prefer to do for this trip, since the average temperatures would be 15-20 degrees F colder than all the other places I’m looking at going.

Of course, there is another option. I could squeeze another brief visit to Iceland out of the overall trip by doing what I did last time and using Icelandair to travel to Europe. All flights on Icelandair require a stop in Reykjavik, and to boost tourism, the airline allows for free long stops before taking the connecting flight. So I could put an extra day or two before or after the trip (likely after) and see more of the island then. If I did this, I’d probably plan to spend extra time on the way back, so I could luxuriate in the hot springs in my final hours, which was one of my favorite parts of the last trip. Definitely a possibility, if Icelandair has any affordable flights and schedules at the time I’m looking to travel.

On the other hand, time spent in Iceland would subtract from time spent in the other countries I’ve got my eye on, and I don’t have nearly as much time available to me for this trip as I’d like as it is. So it’s a tricky proposition either way.

Regardless, I loved my first Iceland experience and am dying to do it again. If this turns out to be my second trip to the exotic island nation, I am certain it would be a spectacular trip worthy of my birthday celebration.

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I visited Germany for the first time in December of 2012 and I enjoyed the experience a great deal. My favorite part of the country was southern Germany, in the area surrounding Munich.

As it happens, in September when I’m planning to travel, Munich will be hosting the world famous Oktoberfest. Which would be really convenient if I had known for sure I was going to Munich this September several months ago (like, last year) and had made arrangements already to stay there. At this late date, there are no places to stay left.

So Munich is not an option for this trip unless I’m there for just a few hours. That’s okay, though. In December, Germany is cold and dark and leafless, filled with Christmas Markets and opportunities for Glühwein (mulled wine). It was pretty amazing, but it left me wondering what the towns and villages would be like in warmer weather when things are still green and colorful.

A trip to Germany this year would provide me such an opportunity. I have several options for getting there: I could fly directly to Frankfurt, or I could fly to Zurich in Switzerland. Either way, I could rent a car and then travel through southern Germany by auto, exploring the Black Forest, wine trail, Bavarian Alps and the various castles that can be found in that area. Short trips to Switzerland (especially if I’m flying into Zurich), France or even southwestern Austria would be possible.

I’d be inclined, actually, to make sure I visit Switzerland during such a trip at least for a day or two so that I get to add a new country to my list. Come to think of it, I could even make a point of seeing a little bit of the Czech Republic.

Another option would be to fly into Amsterdam and either rent a car there so that I drive through The Netherlands and Belgium, or just take the train. Either way a day and night in Amsterdam would be a decent way to overcome jet lag before doing any serious traveling.

The area of Germany I have in mind is relatively small but it’s got a great deal to see. The wine route I alluded to earlier, a scenic drive known as the Bertha Benz Memorial Route, commemorating the first automobile road trip, castles such as Neuschwanstein Castle, and various fall festivals. It would make a great return trip.

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So I've gone and talked about six places I would love to visit for my 40th birthday, expounding upon their virtues, what interests me and what doesn't. It's surprisingly difficult to write about because there's so much that I want to see and do. Even when I make an effort to restrict my options, I find that I'm going too big and planning too grandly for the brief amount of time I'll have for the trip.

It's also true that I would be happy going just about anywhere. Whenever I look into a country, I find myself distracted by the neighbors, or advice about a train that swiftly takes travelers to neighboring countries and cities. It's particularly difficult to balance the desire to see as many new countries as I can and experience different parts of some of the countries I've already seen. After all, I've only seen a small part of both Austria and Germany in a totally different season. There's still so much to see...yet how do I choose a place I've already visited, even if only briefly, when there are so many others I've not seen or experienced at all?

Another issue that is never far from my mind is the language. I've been working, very slowly, on learning a little bit of German for the last couple of years. I've not put nearly as much time into it as I'd like because it's very time consuming and also incredibly hard. There are times when I feel such despair at ever making solid progress beyond the basics I've already learned that I have to take a break.

And German is only used in one area of Europe. There's also French, Dutch, Czech, Slovakian, Spanish, Turkish and Greek to contend with. I know a handful of words in French, most of which I always forget whenever I'm with a French-speaking person. I've forgotten most of what little Spanish I used to have, and the others are pretty much indistinguishable for me. I'm not afraid of going to places where I don't speak the language and I do make a solid effort to at least get the bare minimum whenever I visit a particular place but it's one of the greatest stresses and frustrations. Particularly so because I desperately want to be able to learn the languages.

I've always said that if I could have any one super power I'd choose teleportation. If I could have any one psychic power it'd be psychometry (divining information and the history about an object by touching it). If I could have any one typical modern human ability, it'd be polyglotism. I love language and I love listening to other languages, learning what I can of them. I envy people who can learn them easily and if there's one regret I have about the way I was raised it's that my parents didn't expose me to language all that much. I can't really blame them...I had a hard enough time learning English with my hearing disability. And my mom did let me take a Spanish class when I was ten, even though I forgot it all pretty rapidly without someone to practice with.

So even though I've been to the UK so many times it's kind of ridiculous, a part of me wants to include a part of it in my trip somehow just so I can relax a little. I'm not going to do it (though Northern Ireland is calling, as is a train trip through England) but the temptation is definitely there.

Despite those things, however, I love having an excuse to pour over google maps, read wikis and travel blogs and all the other ways I have of getting insight into a foreign place. There's so much to discover and it almost eases my ache to travel just to read about these places. It's fascinating to get little glimpses into the completely different lives people are living. The history, the geography, the cultures...all these things that make travel so wonderful are available to explore from my living room. That it makes me want to travel to those places even more is undeniable but I still find joy in the process of learning about them.
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Prague is one of those cities that people who travel to Europe love to talk about. For years I’ve heard about how beautiful it is, filled with bridges and cathedrals, towers and domes. As one of the few old European cities that survived the World Wars relatively unscathed, a lot of its original history remains intact. Hell, it has a castle that was built in the 9th century. It’s also reputed to be relatively cheap to visit, as compared to London, Paris, or Rome. All strong points in its favor.

I’ve been meaning to visit Prague for years but just haven’t had the opportunity to do so. When I was in Austria a couple of years back it was much on my mind. If I’d had more time and money I would have made sure to spend a day or two there.

So naturally, Prague is high on my list of potential places to visit. But Prague is just one city in a country that I’ve never seen. The Czech Republic is actually a pretty interesting country all around. As compared to Slovakia (which not so long ago was a part of the country, known as Czechoslovakia) the country is known for its atheism, which intrigues me. It’s also still using it’s own currency, the koruna. Following World War II, it was pretty much forced into a Communist party system, heavily influenced by the Soviets until 1989 when they managed to peacefully depose the government. Four years later it split with Slovakia and formed the republic that’s still in place today. I find all that rather impressive.

The Czech Republic is also the location of Bohemia, which is where bohemian originates. I’d had no idea. Of course, it turns out that “bohemian” is just a broad stereotype that doesn’t particularly apply but the whole thing is fascinating to me.

The country is filled with historic towns and cities that seem to have a lot to see and experience. And it turns out that there are a tremendous number of castles and other remnants of ancient architecture waiting to be experienced. It’s also well known to have an excellent hiking trail system, considered to be one of the best in Europe.

The rail system seems to be a decent way to visit other cities from Prague itself, though I think I might be more inclined to see about renting a car so I could explore the country and parts of Slovakia. The only concern about that is that the toll roads in those countries are managed not by booths or toll areas but by stickers. Presumably the car I rented in the Czech Republic would have the toll sticker already (and roll the cost into the rental fee) but then I'd have to get another one when driving into Slovakia. It's not expensive, just something I'd have to be aware of.

On a totally separate note, I’ve seen several references to the beer being the cheapest drink you can order. Even cheaper than water.

So it has a lot to commend to it. It’s proximity to Slovakia is also a draw for me. I got to spend one brief afternoon in Slovakia in 2012 but I got completely lost and didn’t see any of the things I’d hoped to see. A trip to the Czech Republic would be a second opportunity to get it right.

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In the typical discussion of a trip to Europe, Belgium is rarely, if ever, included in the list of possible destinations. So I was surprised when I spent an afternoon in Brussels back in December of 2012 and found it to be one of the more charming of the many places I'd seen on my trip. I was quite sorry to leave, actually, wishing I'd planned to spend the night and considerable more time there. That evening as I got on my train for Paris, I resolved to return one day and spend much more time in Brussels and the country at large.

In my research for this particular upcoming trip I discovered that there is a lot that I would love to see. Belgium is a small country, only about 186 miles at it's maximum distance. Travel by rail is fairly easy and cheap, and renting a car would be pretty practical as well to explore the countryside and neighboring countries...The Netherlands, Germany and France would all be within easy reach.

From a historical perspective, Belgium has a lot to offer. It was occupied by Germany during both World Wars but it didn't suffer a lot of the heavy damage and bombardments that France did and there are a number of cities and towns that have much of their medieval centers intact. The country is known for its art and architecture as I experienced myself in the few short hours I spent in Brussels. I'm also excited about the culinary opportunities: waffles and chocolate, cheeses and beers.

If I end up deciding to go to Belgium, my initial thinking is to fly into Amsterdam or Paris and take the train from either city to one of the major Belgian urban centers such as Bruges, Ghent, Antwerp or Brussels. Then I could use the rail to reach the other cities in that list, and toward the end of the trip rent a car and visit other, smaller towns like Tongeren (the oldest town in the country) or Dinant, where the inventor of the saxophone lived. I'd also make an effort to visit Luxembourg and Strasbourg France while I'm at it.

Like Switzerland, I'm inclined to think that Belgium would be one of the easier countries to visit and efficiently use the short period of time I'd likely have available to me. The only real potential problem with it is that it's known to be fairly rainy and it's one of the few countries on my list that isn't included in ideal locations to travel to in September. But rain is easy to deal with and I think the temperatures would be pleasant enough to allow me to pack and dress relatively lightly. So I'm definitely excited about the possibility of traveling to Belgium and seeing a lot more of it.
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Several years ago, I believe on the advice of Jade, I started reading the Livejournal of [livejournal.com profile] jaylake. He was a science fiction author who had a full time day job and somehow managed to not only accomplish both but write at great length on LJ.

I never got around to reading any of his novels and only took the time to read a couple of his short stories but I always enjoyed his blogging. He had a pretty regular regime of posting links to interesting, infuriating and important stories, as well as posting interesting thoughts about religion, politics, writing, and memories of his experiences as the son of a U.S. ambassador. His posts were often fascinating and at times highly amusing and I enjoyed reading his thoughts very much.

Not very long after I began reading his LJ, Jay was diagnosed with cancer. His struggle with it became a regular blogging point and was both heartbreaking and inspiring. For more than 6 long years he struggled against the disease, only to succumb to it today after undergoing an agonizing and debilitating treatment in the name of science.

I never had the opportunity to meet Jay and all I know of him was gleaned from his thoughts and experiences as conveyed here on Livejournal and more recently on his own blog when LJ started proving unreliable for his posts. Nevertheless, he made his struggles, fears, anger and overall experience with cancer come to life so well with his words that I now feel as though I shared in every success and failure as deeply as I might have with a relative. I knew for a long time that this day would come, especially as his condition worsened these last few days and weeks.

Still, it is heartbreaking. For all his bravery in telling his story, his fear and depression at his shortened lifespan were quite evident and made as real as a secondhand observer can know it. To see all that was taken from him in the course of his battle against the disease, only to succumb in the end without some miraculous recovery was both sobering and painful. His struggles now are over and its left to his family to go on without his presence from this point forward. But that doesn't bring me any sort of solace. I feel a deep sense of compassion and heartache for his daughter, who is just on the cusp of adulthood. I ache for his partner, who was at his side all these months and had to witness the decline so much more closely than anyone else.

Most of all, though, I feel a tremendous sense of sorrow for Jay. He wrote with such appreciation for his gift and the rewards of his hard work and expressed such anger over its loss. Through his entries I experienced his despair at the loss of his fiction writing, the increasing failures of his body and mind. His last entry, as written presumably by himself alone, was on April 24th. For a man who spent so much of his time putting words and thoughts to the computer to share throughout the internet, it seems a particular cruelty for his voice to be silenced for so long.

His death today is just a scant few days short of his 50th year. It's too soon. Both his parents have outlived him. There are so many words that will forever remain unwritten. So many experiences he will never have and his daughter and partner will never share.

Life can be so cruel and cancer is such a fucking bastard of a disease. How terrible a betrayal, to have your own body conspire against you. It just isn't right.

So in the end, I can only add these final words, spoken and written so often by Jay himself. There's no way the written word can fully convey my disgust and hatred and loathing but as I type the words I assure my readers that such are most definitely my intent.

Fuck cancer.
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France pretty much goes without saying. I’ve already been to France four times. Not a single one of those experiences was enough time to see and do all there is to see and do. So I can easily go back. There are huge areas of the country that I’ve yet to see and experience.

Paris, of course, is one of my favorite places on Earth. I wouldn’t go to Paris to stay there but it’s a likely place to land and start the trip off in. From there I could take a train to anywhere. And what better place to overcome jet lag than the city of cafes, sidewalks and delightful pastries?

Normandy is supposed to be beautiful and haunting. Its history is profound, even if there might not be a lot of it remaining. I suspect most of the history that can be experienced there is related to WWII, which would still be worth seeing. It would also allow me the opportunity to see Mont Saint Michel, which would be an incredible experience of its own.

Northern France could also lead back into Belgium, which I certainly wouldn’t mind seeing again. Perhaps I would rent a car for that.

I’ve spent a fair amount of time in parts of Southwestern France (Bordeaux, Carcassonne, Toulouse, to name just a few locations) and I’ve traveled in Southeastern France as far as Marseille. Montpelier is one of my favorite places, and Nimes was incredible both times I got to visit there, but I probably wouldn’t go to either on this particular trip. Continuing east there’s the French Riviera and cities such as Nice and Cannes for the ritzy beaches or Lyon and Avignon for the history. A week in this part of France would not be nearly enough but I could certainly see a lot of sights and perhaps even take a day trip into Italy for a meal.

Then there’s Central France, a huge region of wine country, river valleys and historic little towns that I’ve never seen. I fantasize about renting a bike somewhere and just riding through the countryside, visiting villages and vineyards and burning off calories so that I can eat and drink to my heart’s content.

Okay, truth be told, riding a bike through any of France sounds like a sublime experience. I’m not sure how easy it would be, however, without using one of the many very expensive but convenient tour companies for just that sort of thing. And, of course, I haven’t actually ridden on a bike outdoors in years so that might be a pretty ill-conceived notion. But it’s long been a dream of mine to cycle from village to village and experience all the intervening miles between.

Finally, there’s the French Alps, which I’ve also always longed to see, though I suspect I would have to drive most of it to properly enjoy it. All the photos I’ve seen of that region are just heartbreakingly beautiful, and such a trip would certainly include Switzerland at some point as well. Two birds with one stone. Going there would also be convenient in that I don’t have altitude problems, whereas Jade often does. It’s easier to take a solitary trip to somewhere that’s not easy for her to go, at least on my guilty conscience.

So a trip to France has tremendous possibilities, especially in fall when the harvest is in full swing. The wine would flow and I'd sample much in the way of bread and cheese and meat. Which would be just fine if I figured out how to spend a fair amount of the trip traveling by bike. Or if that doesn't work out, walking between train trips would serve almost as well.

Either way, there's so much yet to see and do in France that it automatically becomes an enchanting option.

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Switzerland is largely known for being a country nestled right smack in the middle of the Alps. Naturally, this is the main reason I want to go there. I love mountainous country and though I’ve seen the Alps briefly from the air when flying past them, I’ve never had the chance to actually visit in them.

If you look at any picture of Switzerland you’ll likely be amazed by beautiful skies, lakes and mountain peaks. It’s obviously a stunningly beautiful country. On top of that, while most of Europe was being destroyed in the World Wars, Switzerland’s policy of careful neutrality kept it perfectly intact. So what history is to be found there is going to be quite well intact as well. It’s weathered the financial crises of the last few years better than almost anywhere else in Europe, has very low unemployment and an extremely well organized society. In my research on this potential trip, Switzerland is the only place where I’ve read about the importance of obeying the road laws when driving.

It is, however, one of the most expensive places to visit. The exchange rate isn’t too bad but the goods and services are all pretty pricy, which could be problematic.

Of course, I want to visit the main cities: Bern, Geneva, and Zurich. Sort of coincidentally, this year’s Grey’s Anatomy included a few “scenes” from Zurich which were, though likely completely fake, nevertheless so beautiful it made me want to get on a plane and go there immediately. Unlike Spain, I’d easily be able to drive through the entire country and visit all the cities without any difficulty, as well as a number of other scenic hot spots. It takes very little time to travel from the southwestern end to opposite corner. I might even have the time to check out Liechtenstein.

As appealing as all that sounds, there’s actually one more thing that intrigues me more than anything else. Switzerland’s orderly efficiency also extends to its hiking trails, a system that from all accounts is pretty much unrivaled in all the world. I love to walk and I quite enjoy hiking, at least on a light level of difficulty, and the notion of exploring the Swiss countryside by foot is incredibly appealing, not just because it’s beautiful but because it’s so nicely organized.

I freely admit that I’m not a particularly rough character. Sure I can and do walk for miles. I’ve climbed a few local New Hampshire peaks and I am not afraid to tackle challenging environments from time to time. But I also like my comforts. Hiking the Appalachian Trail sounds like an incredible experience but the truth is I’d never actually do it because A: The idea of hauling a heavy, cumbersome pack for weeks sounds remarkably unpleasant and B: I like to sleep in real beds with a real roof over me.

This is where Switzerland’s clockwork organizational style works tremendously in my favor. It’s actually possible to hike for days through the countryside and mountains ending each day in an inn or hotel. Even better than that, there’s a system in place that allows the hiker to transport their baggage from one destination to the next, leaving me free to carry only the bare essentials.

That sounds absolutely wonderful.

It’s not ideal, as organizing and planning such an event would be a challenge of its own. There are services that’ll take care of everything for you, booking hotels and providing maps and travel arrangements. But they’re incredibly expensive.

If Switzerland turns out to be my destination this year, however, I’ll probably do a little bit of everything. I probably won’t hike for days at a time but I expect I’d rent a car to drive across country and do some short hikes along the way. I might even figure out a way to do one full day hike from one town or village to another. No matter what I ended up doing it’d make for an incredible trip.

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I'm spending the weekend in Manhattan visiting friends. The drive down was last night through torrential downpour and flooded streets to make things particularly interesting. It seems that my reward for braving the elements is a beautiful day with clear skies and warm but not too warm temps, so I made sure to hit the streets.

The apartment I'm staying at is a few blocks over from the Empire State Building, off 35th Street. So I made my way over to 5th Avenue and heading uptown for Central Park, keeping an eye out for random celebrities who might be shopping, and generally keeping an eye out for the familiar landmarks and the old territory where I used to work, six years ago now.

I didn't see any celebrities but I did walk pass the Empire State Building, the Public Library, Rockefeller Center, my old workplace of Simon & Schuster, the Apple Store on 5th and 59th and the Plaza Hotel across the street from there. I also took a stroll through Central Park, crossing the myriad sunbathers, people playing with frisbees and footballs or making use of the volleyball courts, and over to the Upper West Side, my favorite part of town. Over there I walked up both Columbus and Amsterdam streets, up to 79th or so before heading west to Broadway and beginning my way back downtown, passing Lincoln Square, Columbus Circle, before reaching Bryant Park which is on the back side of the Public Library.

I lingered there for a bit because I was hot and my feet were starting to hurt. I can maintain the New York walking pace but it does a bit of a number on me, particularly with no particular break in between. Bryant Park is small as NYC parks go but it's got a reading section, lawn section for sunbathers (which is converted to an Ice Skating rink in Winter, and also the site of one of the major fashion shows in Fall) bocce courts and ping pong tables. It's a pretty cool place and although busy, it's practically serene compared to Times Square just one block west.

I also paused at the HBO shop just a short distance from the park. That was amusing; the first time I ever went there was just before Game of Thrones started up and they had about half an aisle of merchandise for the show. Now the store would more properly be called the Game of Thrones shop with a few extra HBO show merchandise available. It's amazing how much that show has changed things.

I was getting pretty hot at Bryant Park, thirsty, and wanting to sit down somewhere comfortable, so I decided to take a quick trip to the big AMC Empire Theater in Times Square to see if anything worth seeing was playing. I got there about 15 minutes before Spider-Man 2 was about to start. Now I've already seen the movie and I only kind of liked it (love the actors, HATE the writers) but this kept me from seeing something that Jade might want to watch with me, and also allowed me to enjoy the movie in the same city it's set in, which I thought would be cool. So I went ahead and bought a ticket, grabbed a monster coke (take that, Bloomberg!) and went in to cool off, ease my barking dogs and enjoy an action flick.

The bad writing stood out even more the second time but the movie is still a beautiful thing to watch and it was neat to think that so much of it was filmed just a matter of blocks away, so that was fun. After it was over I had just enough time to take a quick stroll back to the apartment to wake Jade for the night.

So now I'm in the in-between. NYC Day walk is done...NYC night of pizza and games with friends about to begin!
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